Ma place to rant~

Last week when I went to the chemistry lab (Monday), Ganeetha and Choy Yen (my friends...I like to call Choy Yen: 'Choy-chan'...and it really ticks her off!!! Hehe...) were playing with a wooden key chain (minus the chain) and I placed it on the bunsen burner because I thought it was funny cause it look like it was about to blast off into space!!! Anyway, by the end of the lesson, our teacher asked us to do corrections in our PEKA report (dunno how to explain, it's like a normal report I guess...) and I was frantically trying to correct mine in hopes to borrow to my friends later. I was just sooo frecking busy that I forgotten to take the wooden key chain with me. When I return to class and found out that Choy Yen and Ganeetha didn't take it either, I thought they were joking but I rushed down to the lab to ask Swee Mei and the others if they had seen it, but they told me they didn't see it at all. I was so upset by then and hoped that Choy Yen was just bluffing... When I returned to class I tried to look out for signs to see if they were lying (Ganeetha and Choy Yen just loves to play pranks...) and they seem happy enough, so I assume they were pranking me. When I went for History class I went back to look for it but couldn't find it. It was during tuition that I found out that the key chain was lost... T~T
I appologized but I felt she didn't really forgave me... I tried to make her happy as much as I can...

Today Choy Yen went to look for it again in the lab. It made me all the more depressed cause I knew she misses it so badly... I'm sorry Choy Yen... Please forgive me... I'll try to find it so you can hang it back again on your pencil case....

To express how sorry I am, I going to write the lyrics of a song named 'Gomenasai' by Tatu. I hope you read this and like it...

Gomenasai

What I thought wasn't mine
In the light
Was a one of a kind
A precious pearl

When I wanted to cry
I couldn't cause I
Wasn't allowed

*Gomenasai
For everything
Gomenasai
I know I let you down
Gomenasai
Till the end
I never needed a friend
Like I do now*

What I thought wasn't
So innocent
Was a delicate doll
Of porcelain

When I wanted to call you
And asked you for help
I stopped myself

*Repeat

What I thought was a dream
A mirage
Was as real as it seems
A privilege

When I wanted to tell you
I made a mistake
I walked away

Gomenasai
For everything
Gomenasai
Gomenasai
Gomenasai till the end
I never needed a friend
Like I do now

Gomenasai
I let you down
Gomenasai
Gomenasai
Gomenasai till the end
I never needed a friend
Like I do now...

Please forgive me... I'm sooo sorry... Gomenasai....